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Name: Jana
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State: Pennsylvania
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Birthday: 8/19/1990
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Okay, I haven't been on in a while, so I think I deserve a rant page. :excited:

Kayla inspired me with her beautiful work of art

Bandfront- You know what, I am so sick of us, as in the silks, being treated like shit. I am so tired of us being put at the bottom of the list of concerns, and putting the specialty squads at the top. No, you don't DO that. The Veterans day parade was a PERFECT example! Well since there was a threat of rain, we had to wear our raincoats....fine. But I overheard Jane and Kerry telling the rifles and majorettes that if it's not raining they'll carry their coats, so they can twirl. So I thought she was talking to us too. So we get up and go into parade block on Mahoning, and I saw Tonya and Nate take theirs off, so I was like 'So we can take them off now?' and I started to do so. And she was like 'No.', so I was like 'But THEY are....' and she looks at me says 'Well I have to carry the majorettes AND the rifles....so you can't, sorry. But I'm only one person.'. I let it go, until I see Kerry holding the majorettes coats, and Jane holding...oh yeah 1, and wearing the other. HOW FUCKIN' FAIR IS THAT? She TOTALLY lied!! Because she favors the rifles, because of Tonya. WE ALL KNOW IT. And Kerry favors the majorettes. Where's the person that favors the silks? That treats us with great respect, and loves us. As you can see we are seperated, we aren't the Bandfront...nope we are the silks, the majorettes, and the rifles. We aren't a family anymore, we fight like there is no tomorrow. And how is it that they specialty squads always get their way? How IS that? We are always cast aside, like we aren't important, we can't do ANYTHING. Oh, so what that the silk is easier? GET OVER YOURSELF!! Seriously, just because you can twirl something different than a flag, SO WHAT? In the end we are all the same, but it seems we are treated like social outcasts. Why is that we are the default equipment? Why is that if you can do one thing, we are the thing you have to do? Why do you we get stuck with people who can't do ANYTHING, who barely even know what a flag is? Can you people toss a flag higher than most trees? NO! Can you do a horizontal perfectly? NO! Can you do a speed spin at the speed of light? NO! NO ONE IS PERFECT!! So don't look down upon us because we choose to stay on silk, because we are best on it. We stay on it because that's what we accel best at, we are the best on it in the whole squad, so shut up. Who cares if I can't toss a rifle without wanting to run away, or do a bow toss on a baton. Don't favor those who can do that, I mean seriously.....we are just as good as them. Why do they get treated special, and we get treated like we aren't even worth looking at? We do they get treated like the royal lap dogs, and we get treated like the ones outside the palace....just wanting a home? What happened to everyone being treated equally? That's all Mr. B wanted everyone treated the same....but it seems they are twisting the rules and making it so that we are treated like shit. Next year is going to be better, Kayla and I are going to make it better for the silks, making it better for them. Making it better for us too, and not be treated like crap. (This was not meant to everyone in Bandfront...just those who think they are better than everyone.)

 

Band- I'm tired of the drama, SHUT THE EFF UP. Seriously, if you have shit to say about me, come to me. Don't go and talk shit about me, and make up lies and me and my friends. Do I have to go through this again like last year? Simple as that, just shut up.

 

God I effing hate this year.....seriously.


Friday, September 15, 2006

Wow, haven't posted in forever.....


Nothing really happened, besides my birthday. And school....and the 1st game. Nothing exciting at either of them.



So yeah, that's my life.....suck it up, because I don't have anything to say.

 

 

 

You're so much more than

 

JUST GOOD ENOUGH.


Sunday, August 13, 2006

Out here in the quiet of the night,
beneath the stars and moon.
We both know we got something on our minds,
you won't admit but it's true.
You look at me,
I look away.
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start.
I wanna tell you but now I'm afraid,
that you might break my heart.
Oh why should anything so easy,
ever be so hard to do.
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
and to say that I love you.
I practice all the things that I could say,
line by line, every word.
I tell myself today would be the day,
but every time I lose my nerve.
I look at you,
you look away.
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start.
I wanna tell you but now I'm afraid,
that you might break my heart.
Oh why should anything so easy,
ever be so hard to do.
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
and to say that I love you.
Why?
Why do you turn away?
It must be you're afraid like me,
I try but I can't pretend that I....
don't feel for you the way I do.
Can't you see?
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start.
I wanna tell you but now I'm afraid,
that you might break my heart.
Oh why should anything so easy,
ever be so hard to do.
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
and to say that I love you.

 

My god I love you.


Saturday, July 22, 2006

I want you to understand,


that the way I think is for the better.


I'd rather have no hope about you,



than to have my heart broken in the end.


I don't want to fall in love with you,

 

actually....I do...but I don't want to be hurt.


I'd rather let the opportunity fall away,


than to grab it...and just be let down.


I know you don't want to see me cry,


and I don't want that either.


So let's do eachother a favor,


and act like we don't know that I love you.


Friday, July 21, 2006

In my dreams I'll always see you,
soar above the sky.
In my heart there'll always be a place for you,
for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me,
and everywhere I am there you'll be.




God I only wish I had the strength left,
to realize how much I love you and not let it go.
If only I knew how to hang on,
to the nothing you left behind.
I wish I could trust my heart and just let you see,
how much I really think we are meant to be.
But looking back on the past moments we have had,
I know it, I guess, was never meant to happen.



Every tear I cry,
god damnit they are for you.

But do you care?
Apparently not...
typical attitude for someone
who won't get to know me.



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